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eid mubarak 09.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

01:25

ok, i know im too late to say im sorry to everyone.
eid mubarak left a month ago.
i am really really busy to update!
so im sorry for every mistake i made.
forgive me, yes?
this is SOME raya pictures and nanti lagi post!
i don't spent my eid mubarak coming to friend's house or whatsoever.
because my cousin, ka fiqa is getting married right after eid mubarak ends.
i'll upload ka fiqa's wedding pictures soooon :D
MAAAAAAAAALLAAAS!
bye, jaditahku megupdate.

its almost raya!

Friday, September 18, 2009

02:02

whoa!
lapanbelas sudah!
raya is like 2-3 days lagi.
not ready for it.
not even have spirit for it too.
i spent my puasa not looking or even care about raya.
i spent my puasa with muez.
AND YES, KAMI PUASA!
haha HAPAN!
i went there just to help out his mother
and..........
KAN SAMA MUEZ! teheee.

SO RAYA!
i got like 4 kain alum buat.
and 6kain yang sudah ada :D

open house is on the first day of raya for family and the six day of raya for friends :)
mesti awal bangun, sigh.
i wanted to lose weight for raya but nyeeeh!
hahaha banyak makanan di stadium ah!

I MISS MY CLASSMATES♥
esp: DINAH, AKMALIA, SABS, HEFFA, PUTRE, JIMAH!
bah, im out!
happy fasting
&
happy raya, in advanced.
maaf zahir dan batin :)

random post just to update.

Saturday, September 05, 2009

01:13

i went to airport to sent my sister off to liverpool where she is going to live for the next two years.
well, having a sister is good.
kelaie kelaie pulang selalu.
but at the end, she is still my sister.
yes, i am going to miss her here.
gooodluck and have alot of FUN there sis!
and bawa nigger along when you're coming back!

i need to talk to someone, to make me happy rightnow.
well, im not sad.
i just need someone.
not because of my sister is off to liverpool.
just cause.
thinking of 2009, i hate 2009.
SERIOUS SHIT i hate 2009.
everyone forget my birthday this year, sigh.
well, ok. not everyone.
no one forgets.
the loves one did : )
so next year, insyallah im going to buat partaaaay!
so anyw im doing my first assigment today about department of youth and sports.
since i can't sleep, im going to do my assigment!
muez is busy with his friends, i don't want to bother him now.
we have enough good time together last week doing cornflakes.

bbabah bye, night peopppllleee!

finally, life is treating me goood.

Monday, August 31, 2009

00:45

woaw, the last time i update was like ~~zillion~~ years ago.

so anyw, life's good now.
LIKE SERIOUS SHIT IT IS.
well, for me.

i renovate my room.
its white and black now.
i wanted to make it colourfull, like BRIGHT COLOURS.
then i change my mind.
i'll upload the picture when im in the mood!

school is ~~NOT~~ fun.
the good thing is there is a good and fun friends!!!
and carpets to sleep on.

oh yeah,
muez and i are together now,OFFICIALLY.
i just went to his place to go sungkai.
and later for sahur! haha NOT. well, i wish! : P
oh oh!
HAPPY FASTING PEOPLEEEE!
and back to my story, i went to gadong to sell ribbons and bangles.
to those people who love ribbons and big bangles, you should come to second floor, at harmony's candy shop.
i miss muez already, sigh.
please make this the last relationship i have!
he is off to Philippine on tuesday!
wooooot wooooot!

IS IT TRUE THAT NEXT MONDAY IS A HOLIDAY for students?
if yes, do text me.
if don't, text me too.
TAGBOARD!
i need my holidays.
i miss waking up lateeee!

there's like zillion billion things to update, but its one in the morning.
i need my sleep.
im off to school tomorrow morning, sigh.
NIGHT PEOPLEEEE!

Sometimes she wishes she was never born.

Monday, July 27, 2009

20:08

i have been MIA for a while.
just too lazy to update.
so i went to Bandar like hundred times already.
with muez.
with bella, dzah, alay, iza.
with ajan and iza.
with classmates.
with heffa.
so pretty much its was only five time.

im closing my heart from now on to everyone.
Take note, its everyone.
im tired being in love,
love is a lie.
when can i taste happiness?
if you want me so bad, you know what to do.
if you give up, i know how ~~small~~ your love is.
i want to live the right way!

i tried soo soo hard to understand you,
try to understand that he fact you can't change.
it hurts to see that you're happy with someone else.
and im not.
but yeah, im a bit happy to see you happy : )

just so you know,
it's hard to PRETEND.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

23:29

happy belated birthday to jieha haji ahmad (:
may god bless you.
and goodluck on everything you do.
im not good in words.
but yeah,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

im sorry, i didn't come to your birthday party.
ily : )

missing in action for a while.

23:20

HAPPY BELATED TO AJAN.
I LOVE YOU SAYANG!

so anyw we went out with ajan because it was her birthday (:
went to bandar at around 8 maybe and went home late night.

just come back from bandar.
im sleepy.
have a long day today.
im out of words.
my hand is really really itchy!
REALLY ITCHY.
i just want to update but nothing to update.
oh yeah, my health is going we wo weee, i don't know why.

and oh, i am okay.
no more emo days.
i know what to do now ( :